you lose some, you win some.

Blogging today. vacuum, gym. Same shit Different days.

Last night was pretty fun. I got super faded with my boy felix, played beer pong we were 1-1 pretty good for first timers against the real deal pros. Went to Keatons house like I said and turn out was pretty good. The guys like the girls we invited haha .. well anyways on a more heart felt note. I think bubz is mad at me once again. Well I think it was my fault this time. We were suppose to meet up but got snagged along with felix and the second family. Ate chevys all the way by freaking discovery park. No Idea why we went there lol but had chips and salsa and chilled with felix's moms comadres. I asked if she wanted to meet up but I guess not, she said "no". All of a sudden she goes "I cant see you tomorrow Im getting ready for bed, Ill be in sacramento the whole day and be safe and ill talk to you later" well that went smoothly. Telling her to come with her bestest and she should be a rebel and come out tonight. But no failure in my position. I feel like everything I do is wrong in a way. Like I try and see her all the time .. I do I honestly do. Then my phone dies .. She was probably calling it all night and what not. And she is probably pissed at this very moment. Like if I dont get to see her one day she gets mad at me, but when I do what she wants shes happy. Well obviously thats how it should go because anyone likes it when things go their way. She turned off her phone and no contact. I should of texted her when I got home. Do I sound like a bitch??? yea .. lol .. ok enough of that I got to go get taco bell for the parents. So ill continue this later. later!


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