1 hour til new years; kill me

This year ... I really wanted to do a recap of the best moments, but I really dont want to or have the spirit to. Instead of having a blast for this coming new year I am here at home just chillin on this damn computer. My mom is cooking for tomorrow which I wish she was not, and my dad is just grumpy for the same reason. They just finished pretty much yelling their brains off. Im about to go punch the mirror haha.

One thing this year I want to do is to see if I am adopted. Your probably like um... hahah til next blog. But besides that go back down to 160, haha better grades in school, and really get my head straight in what I want. This year was probably been a tough turn in the love department. Relationships are hard. Exactly .. just that sentence, relationships are hard. But at the end its worth it as we can all say. I am getting to old. Another year to grow up .. 20 years old as of feb 4th. 20? Wow not a teenager anymore, probably the biggest step to being an adult. Moving out of my parents house and living on my own in the city. Im ready to tackle it.

I just got a Text from Gil that their was a dead guy found behind Will's house. Pretty crazy I must say. Just thought that you guys would like to know.

Ok well its time to wrap this up. Just a big Thanks to all the people that have believed in me this whole year. You know who you are. Really ... thanks for all the support, care, loyalty, and everything you guys have done. You guys have been there through tought times, when I needed help, when I needed cheering up, you guys have always got my back. Never doubted me.

Another year to go and Lusi is almost 1 year old feb too! Catherine thanks for Domo today really appreciate it, and everything as well. 30 minutes till new year and its really quit in my house. I'll make the best of it though.