Its been a couple more days .. and guess what, I still have not been to bed on time. 4:25 in the morning as I write this. When things just reply in my mind, it makes me sick. This gross feeling that I get. Words honestly cannot describe it .. barf. Lol. When in everyone eyes think they know how everything is, and feels is totally opposite of what it is. The way things are is because you made it that way, but this is not how I wanted it. I was going to start to "try" and move to that next level in my life ... Really though. "shit happens" and for sure shit happened. Shittyest of the shittyest, of the shittyest shit. Hence the picture of the shit below. Makes me regret everything. Trying, effort, desire, friendship, and foundation.
Today was the first time I saw a shooting star driving home. Ok, I know I am being sensitive and shit but on the real, it was my first one. People always see them, but I never had until today. You're not suppose to tell people what you wished for but "I wished to forget everything".
Continued 9:30
That was the worst sleeep ever!!! No dream or nothing, but guess what CMI is today, and we all might be going. Peace out Bitches. Fuck it!
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