Back on this OG shit.

Well since my tumblr pretty much is for publicity I guess I can make this one a little bit private because I'm sure no one goes on this anymore. Life has for sure hit me hard this past week. I recently just parted away from a 3 year relationship, just got another stupid parking ticket because I didn't notice my parking pass fell on the ground, denied sf state and the move to sf, and today I found out Sac state toke me off their admissions. Partially my fault because I didn't turn in the ITE crap in, and yea pretty much a bad week. I'm really trying to keep my head up, and optimistic about a lot of thing I feel I have control over. I'm fuckin up. Today was the day it really hit me we aren't together, just because with these problems, I would go to you for your support and uplifting, and today I couldn't. I tried going to Felix about this, but all he said was "its all good, just do you" I thank him for that, but it's different. You were right when you said "it's not about just losing a loving partner, but even a best friend" I can honestly agree to that. I know I haven't on a lot of things, but that I will. It's cinco de mayo, and I'm sure you're doing your thang as well. One step at a time, because for sure this time I know for a fact I'm not alone on this situation. I'll do me because at the end that's all I've got.